Trying not to compare

Do you feel like everyone around you is moving forward... and you're stuck in place?

That's how I'm feeling at the moment.
It's frustrating because I'm trying to keep my attitude positive. I'm trying to keep hope that things will start turning around soon & that all of the trials over the past few months really helped Gabe & I grow.

But sometimes I just want to yell that it's not fair! We have been diligently job searching. Doing everything we can think of to secure jobs in the near future... and then... I see people who have horrible work ethics... apply & are hired instantly. It is so frustrating!

Every area of our life right now is full of struggles... and instead of curling up into a ball, I've faced it head on & am trying to hold onto hope.

So, when are things going to start turning around?
*sigh*